Been telling myself, no matter how, my English must be improved.
So what can I do, firstly, let me be used to the environment.
How?
Start writing in english, to train my mind to think fast in ENGLISH.
Speak what I think, fluently.

Today finally my employment pass has successfully been approved, feel excited, but in the same time, mixing with a little complicated sensation. (okay, well, not a little, but some) Literally, I am no more a student, who can seek for help from parents whenever short of money, beg for forgiveness and chance whenever making a mistake, sleep like nobody business everyday, unleash the emotions whenever you want.

No, there is no much understanding you can find from the moment when you start to becum a socialite. I need to be responsible for my own life, I need to learn how to deal with people, how to tolerate for his/her preference and mine, how to becum none of the business type to the teasing, look down, mocking,  embarrasement and etc. I have to be strong, not to overtook by any stress or challenges in life, or throw in the towel to the sickness.

However, in my soul, always waiting for someone, for the one who can walk into my life to lend me his shoulder, his hands to share the rest of our life. I willing to give my entire love for the heart who only can feel it, to care for his everything, and to believe on what we believe.

I have been always thinking, who is he, who will he be, how does he look like, is he around the corner, or somewhere far away from here, how will I meet him, how the faith brings us together.... wondering~

Wondering sometimes do give me hope, and the hope do give me strength, lolz~ It sounds not bad, rite?
Just show me the colour~~and I will see the sunshine.

PS: Been guessing again, who will you be. XD