Been telling myself, no matter how, my English must be improved.
So what can I do, firstly, let me be used to the environment.
How?
Start writing in english, to train my mind to think fast in ENGLISH.
Speak what I think, fluently.

Today finally my employment pass has successfully been approved, feel excited, but in the same time, mixing with a little complicated sensation. (okay, well, not a little, but some) Literally, I am no more a student, who can seek for help from parents whenever short of money, beg for forgiveness and chance whenever making a mistake, sleep like nobody business everyday, unleash the emotions whenever you want.

No, there is no much understanding you can find from the moment when you start to becum a socialite. I need to be responsible for my own life, I need to learn how to deal with people, how to tolerate for his/her preference and mine, how to becum none of the business type to the teasing, look down, mocking,  embarrasement and etc. I have to be strong, not to overtook by any stress or challenges in life, or throw in the towel to the sickness.

However, in my soul, always waiting for someone, for the one who can walk into my life to lend me his shoulder, his hands to share the rest of our life. I willing to give my entire love for the heart who only can feel it, to care for his everything, and to believe on what we believe.

I have been always thinking, who is he, who will he be, how does he look like, is he around the corner, or somewhere far away from here, how will I meet him, how the faith brings us together.... wondering~

Wondering sometimes do give me hope, and the hope do give me strength, lolz~ It sounds not bad, rite?
Just show me the colour~~and I will see the sunshine.

PS: Been guessing again, who will you be. XD

Happy announcement, I can start to wear pretty clothing and make up nicely for myself, as I being hired to work in the PICO~ An international event company

Hooorayy~ Lets give a toast, YUMMMM SEEEENG~~

As I know that next week will be having my new working life, which might be overwhelming and busy enough, I grab the chance to go back my home sweet home for the last graduation holiday week!~ ^^
The first day I went back home, I already feel reluctantly to get back to singapore. I miss my home so much, I miss my family, I miss Ah Ma, I miss the driving life, I miss my lovely frens, the hangout, the crab feast, the yumcha nite and many more.

Well, the 5 days home enjoying duration are just not enough for me to do everything that I wish. I haven't watched any movie; meet up wif Yih wei, Ching Horng, and others ; overnite at my Ah Ma' house; haven't bought the HairCare products; haven't cooked the new-learned chicken dish for my family; and bla bla bla~~

Argh........ Just have no time to go for all.....

On the journey, sitting in First Coach, I come to the chance to watch the Prince of Egypt. Previously I have listened one of the OST, When You Believe, I really like this song, is very meaningful. And tis time, finally, i watched this animation, and surprisingly, I thought this should be the Disneyland, in fact, this great piece of work is came from Dreamworks~ This story is about the great ancient Moses, the story about God, who saved out his people from the Egypt's slavery.

There can be miracles, when you believe.....

Decided to go after Event management, I know that i have let my mum down. Somewhat,I can see the dismay or disappointment from her speech. I have been asking myself, where will it lead me to, for the choice that I have made. I have no idea, there are too many diverged roads that can't be seen the end.I always wish to be the proud of my parents, this time I don't know whether I can make it, or realise the dream that I and they once have. Sorry mum and dad.... I will do my best as always. Despite all of these, there is a good news to share. I have graduated from my Ah Ma's college, taking the course . I passed it with flying colors, and now is time to find my prince. Who will he be? Lolx~~

Before calling it a day to this blog, lets have a pleasure time to enjoy this~






Lonely the path you have chosen
A restless road, no turning back
One day you will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go be strong

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

Tous sais tu t'en iras tous sais
Coeur ouvert à l'univère
Ou suis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N'attends pas
Que le jour se lève
Suis ton étoile
Va jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois
Si tu crois
Si tu crois en toi

Suis ta lumière
N'étint pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fond de toi souviens toi
Que je crois
Que je crois
Que je crois en toi

Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I know that it's true
Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you
I believe I believe I believe in you
I believe I believe I believe in you...


Ps: Sorry God, I have been abandoned you. And everytime I lost, I come to you, but you never abandone me. I need strength, I need faith all along the way to the destiny.

This is my very first post to tis lovely place~